First dance

First dance

Monday, January 23, 2017

Feeling Unsure...

So, I have not been the most consistent blogger in the last year. Although I was hoping to change that for 2017, so far, I am not creating a good track record.

As the new year rang in, I felt compelled to start applying for jobs in Nashville again. I am not sure why. Maybe I felt it was time for a change. Maybe I felt the need to take a leap of faith for the sake of my career again. Maybe I felt like my husband needed a fresh new place to secure a job. Perhaps it was all of these things. So far, it's been all rejections --- but I am hopeful. Well, if that is God's plan for us. I'm not even sure I know what that is anymore.

Can you tell I am just feeling unsure? Not to be "punny", but it's like we are at a crossroads. One wrong move could mean setbacks or just staying the same as they have been. One blessed move could mean new beginnings, open doors and promising futures. It's a lot of pressure, worry, stress, anxiety and just uncertainty. I need guidance and I am in search of something. Let's hope I find it soon before I lose my marbles...